07 July 2006

Di ujung persimpangan

Cita-citaku waktu TK jadi pilot. keren, = sopirnya pesawat tempur, pakaiannya doreng2, kacamata besar.
Cita2 waktu SD, pingin jadi sopir truk peti kemas. hmmm rodanya banyak!
SMP? yaaah, puber! yg ingin diraih ya cuma satu: cewe. ga mikirin masa depan.
lumayan dapat banyak bintang loh (yakni jerawat)
SMA mulai rajin bikin puisi (dan surat cinta) pingin jadi seniman. ngefans berat ama Emha Ainun Nadjib.
Kuliah sibuk di organisasi, ngidam mo jadi EO (event organizer).
Pasca kuliah kedua =metamorf, kehilangan jati diri.
Cita-cita malah 180o : pingin kek bapaknya Sherina, kerja di supermarket aja, deh!

Kata orang gapailah cita-citamu setinggi langit. Bunda, Ayanda, terimakasih untuk tidak pernah bertanya tentang "bintang kecil" itu.
Kini aku sudah (merasa) besar. Iyalah, yg sepantaran/sebaya aku sekarang dah pada punya anak. hmmm, so mau jadi apa sekarang?
Justru itulah, tepat di ujung persimpangan yg selama ini kutuju,
kubimbang, tentukan kemana arah tujuan?
mungkin, ingin kudapati makna perjalanan yg hakiki dahulu.

76 comments:

  1. cita2.. waktu kls3sd pengen jadi dokter..kls4sd pgn jadi pragawati krn bisa ganti2 baju..kls5sd pgn jadi pramugari biar bisa kemana2.. masuk smp.. jadi makin buram.. g jelas.. masuk smu.. tambah buram.. kok ngerasa salah masuk jurusan..pas kul.. baru deh pencerahan dikit..
    Hehehe... cita2 emang bisa berubah seiring perjalanan kayaknya.. :P

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  2. cita2 dari dulu, tetep mirip2..dari pengen jadi tukang gambar, gambar baju, gambar macem2..pokoke gambar2 dah :D...teteupp sampe skrg,..masih seneng dan kepengen bisa gambar, di setiap tempat, setiap bahan, setiap hal...dari gambar baju, gambar kue, gambar masakan, gambar blog..;) hehehehe...

    btw, banner daku kok uapik tenannn...intip sourcenya yak? :D..tengkyuuuu...

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  3. *nyanyi pake gayanya susan*
    cita citaa ku....ingin jaddi presidden
    cita cttaku...

    x2nie : Husss jgn nyanyi *ngambil sapu*

    za: *lariiiiiiii...............*

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  4. gak usah jadi pilot buat bisa pake kacamata gede.. Jadi vokalis raja aja kalo gitu, wekekekekeke

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  5. di persimpangan??
    ati2 liat kana kiri yak...
    hehehe...

    btw, ya susul aja temen2nnya
    biar punya anak juga :D

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